I guess it doesn't really matter what I want. Since I'm only 18 and I haven't even been to college. I don't know the things that I really want to do since I haven't experienced anything. But I do know one thing that I have to do before I die at the ripe old age of 39.
I have to write a book.
I know a ton of people have always felt like this, and most of them are able to accomplish their goals. I want to be one of those people who accomplish this goal. It's silly and crazy for a college student to hope for that, but it's what I want to do. I am planning this giant romance novel between a foreign exchange student and regular student. I don't want to go into too much detail since, I'm really proud of it and don't want the idea stolen away. I have barely even talked about my friends to it since I've been starting books and never finishing them since I was in 8th grade. This book however, I feel different about. It's not some story about my time in the hospital nor is it a story about two people who fall in love but one is just not able to be saved, the story I'm writing now is real and can happen everyday. You just have to be willing to take that chance.
I'm never willing to take the chance, that's why I have to write a book about it. All the missed opportunities I had in high school will be in this novel. I'm very passionate about it. Which is why I had to write it.
Anyway, thank you for listening to me rant about wanting me to be a published freaking author. I'll get off now and go back to plotting.
See you, XO
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